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im a vindictive bitch truth be told

2009-05-07 1:38 p.m.

I'm a fairly decisive person most of the time, but right now I can't decide if I want to be an adult or a petulant child. I'm scared of being "old" at a scant twenty years, but I get tired and exasperated of people who won't evolve beyond being snotty 14-year-olds. I could take the high road, and not be a hypocrite. Or I can dish it right back to them and play their game.

I think the fact that I'm thinking about this so much indicates that I'm not as mature and dignified as I want to be in this situation.

Whatever I decide, I'll get it accomplished, believe you me. I wish I were this determined and dedicated to sustantive parts of my life i.e. school or internship hunting.

Last night, Christina and I, somewhere in the four and a half hours that we sat around chatting, covered the three areas that you do not want to start a war with me in:

1. Icing people out
2. Being embarrassing
3. Food Contests

Okay, yeah, I need to grow up. Good grief, I'm still using paint and not photoshop.

I really just want an excuse to post the following:

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ONTD recently had a post covering almost all the gorgeous and ridiculous gowns people wore to the Met Institute Costume Gala. It was fashion pornography. Since it was posted a few days ago, I've looked at it at least once a day. I'm incredibly envious of these girls who get to wear these confections. I've been trying to picture myself in them, and thus this haphazard pasting of my head.

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Christina's are much more entertaining. I can't seem to get the proportion of her head right!

And one final picture that in no way relates to any part of this entry:

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